its spring!

lunch time wehhhhhhh
im trying to tahan tahan and tahan,.
immune from all the fragrant food smell spreading over the food court.
babye zhap fan babye gu lou yuk babye curry babye all those main food.

no larh actually my life is not that torturing because i still eating.
eat mantou for breakfast, den later lunch will going home to eat biscuit with coffee, dinner will be apples and barley.
i dont know how long can i maintain this kind of meal but im sure it wont be too long haha thats y i never success in diet sigh.

uni life uni life. exam is in two weeks time but what am i doing here?
getting lazier day by day. sigh.
its time to get my butts stick to the chair and prepare for my final T____T

but i still addicted to hong kong drama and facing emotion fluctuation at night when im alone at home.
have no idea why i become so mentally weak dy , like cant be alone anymore. like what i used to be when i was in Taylor.

same to holiday, is around the corner, starting on 18th of June, but i cant imagine how my holiday is gonna be without any plan.
no place to go no flight to take no chance to go home what else left ?
what makes me feel lucky is wanchee and sue jen will be staying at home also so at least got companion =D and i waiting for Amanda to come over and pay me a visit. hehe cant wait for that.

recently have been thinking about wat course should i major , hesitating and confusing.
accounting, human resource, marketing, management, international business, japanese studies.
and finally i decided to choose HR and marketing.
dont know whether im choosing the right path or not actually.
sigh, and this is how 'The Road Not Taken' applied.

i talked to mommy, father and brother.
mommy said: girl , you are alread grown up as an adult, you are 20 now. you should make your own decision and learn to do so because you must learn to make decision for your life, you have the control for your own life now. so think what you want.

dont know why i dont like the phrase saying that : YOU ARE GROWN UP . you should learn to be mature blablah this kind of thing.

it's close to freedom and choice but it's sounds so sad for me. as i often relate it to being 'alone' and so on your own self. maybe im not brave enough for this moment because of the environment and many other factors.

aiyah stop emo lah have to go for class dy. bye love muacks!