i left my charger cable for laptop at home when i brought my laptop to uni for work.
i missed my lecture at 10am when i thought it was at 12pm.
i felt miserable about this matter and making assumption that the attendance of lecture is closely related to my results .
i planned to stay in uni for 2pm meeting for society, 3pm meeting for group meeting on marketing research, 5pm meeting for decoration work. but i got a call from the Leader who requests me to bring colour pencils FROM MY HOME later to be used at 5pm. so apparently i need to walk back home from uni , taking two textbooks + notes + laptop and take the colour pencils, walk back to uni , again. for decoration work.
i failed my proposal.
i scored poorly in my accounting quiz.
same to finance quiz.
everything's seems to oppose me at this time.
and i realize all these miserable little things, are basically caused by my own problem.
i walked into the washroom, look into the mirror, i think, and rethink, about what's going on for this period.
i take it as a punishment for the mistakes and faults that i have made, i have no choice but to forgive myself, accept the consequences, take it, change it , once at a time.
and i tell myself,
there will be a better tomorrow.
2 comments:
hugs hugs! don't feel misarable bao bei ! v will oways be with u . this is just a process, everyone has to experience it ! gambateh ! <3 with lots of love
THANK you!!! =) need your encourages and love so much.! that's where i found strength! miss you~
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