and you will realize, oh it's not even a minute yet. hahaha
But Hey, time passes in the blink of an eye. This is always true.
There are many stages in life come with uncertainties.
Uncertainties bring hopes, bring fears in someway, and surprises.
I am currently in one of this stages.
It is time for decision, for reasons behind decisions and for plan.
I still remember the day, the heartbeat, the tears rolling at the airport in my first year.
I still remember the waived, the goodbyes and every faces.
No matter how tough was it in first year, i still think that 3 years is a very short period.
Yes. Three years have passed.
It's time say goodbye to uni, time to step into the real world, the society.
These days, i looked back to my past with a heavy heart.
Reluctant to leave, reluctant to changes, reluctant to accept new things.
Changes? Maybe i should rephrase it as being out of the comfort zone.
Too many things happened within these 3 years.
Changes taken places in me, in my environment, my network my relationships and my everything.
Good or bad? It is really up to your own interpretation.
I gained a lot, at least something more than i could imagine.
I get to know some good true friends,
i get the chance to learn about Dhamma,
i get the chance to try things that i never thought i would have give a try before,
i get to try a lot of good food and see many beautiful places.
I started to believe things happen for reason.
I started to realize the existence of impermanence.
I started to learn on how to control my temper and believe that Dhamma knowledge helps in personal improvement and development. (despite the fact that im too lazy to read Dhamma books hahah)
I learnt to hold my tears.
I learnt to observe and think before i act.
I realize i am not a confident person.
I started to observe my strengths and weaknesses and agree on the importance of these realization.
Went through a tough period, if 'tough' is an extreme word, maybe i should say went through an uneasy period of learning, i treasure and cherish everything that i have.
Despite these 3 years, i am far away from home, apart from my best friends, but holding on strong faith, we value our friendship more. We appreciate the time that we have and we give each other supports when we face difficulties.
Sometimes, i even believe we have the so called 'telepathy'. Without any further elaboration needed, we always understand what each other feels, we build trust on each other.
This is how i see the beauty of our friendship.
And it makes me believe that no matter how time pass us by, our friendship will remain.
Because we know, we treasure it as much as we can.
Of course, i would not deny how lucky am i.
I met my 'family' here. I met some true friends here. and i met him here.
Laughters and sorrows, no longer, i feel that i am alone.
Through support and comfort given, through cares and love gained from friendship, i survive.
But no matter how precious were the moments we had,
we know, we always know.
We are aware that the day will come.
We will be separated for whatever reasons.
We will be, we have to.
Tomorrow, Hans will be leaving.
Although we might have the chance to meet again soon, and i will see him once again,
but it's a 'might'.
This means i might not be able to see him again.
Hans.
He is a great friend of mine.
He is the best marketing teammate that i have ever met.
He inspired me in many ways that he never realize.
He shows me the passion toward life, shows me what is friendship for, shows me what a responsible and reliable man could be, shows me generosity.
He has strong personal characteristic.
He is just being so 'Hans'.
He is also a Libra, who knows what i think and how i feel sometimes.
He understand because we are similar in someway.
He is the only one that i'm willing to share Den Neil with haha this sounds so wrong but what to do, Bromance is the new trend.
He taught me a lot of things that he knew, taught me to be more rational, support me with actions always.
One last thing is he shows me what is sacrifice for friends.
And i know, no matter what is going to happen in the future, i will always give him my best wishes in whatever he is doing, at a place somewhere on the earth.
Goodbye Hans.
With lots of wishes,
And we will miss you.
Thank you for fulfilling your so called' promise', though you don't have to.
And i hope the next time when we meet again, we can do what we have said.
Churros, cars, beautiful view, sunset, Clarence, You, Den Neil and I.
Shall we?
So, who's next to say goodbye?
I am all ready for this emotional period.
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