ohh abit disgress,back to the main point, i realized the key of my little small drawer in my closet is with me now so i am able to unlock the drawer and get back my old old diary and some letters and some paper notes and some writing of mine.ahhah.
i have go through some letter and some cards that are so meaningful and memorable for me.
and alot of feelings mix together just like ... red bean soup? hot but sweet?
haha. yeshi yeshi,.
i am feelin so hot because my blood circulation is kinda good right now as i read through every single word on those paper my heart is beating faster and the tempo easily getting messy.
of course i feel so sweet and warm of those memory that i have had.
and guess what i found?
i found an article that written by ...
deng deng deng deng deng deng deng deng deng (nine deng*haha)
ME!!
in mandarin. and the topic is erhem : very liong one.
' 我们四个'
i wanna post it here so i can refer to it one day and show my kids that how 'gam xing ' is their mother when she was so young.*ohoho thoughts suddenly went far .talk about kids pulok*shy*.
ok here's the post. :
起风的时候， 那棵挂满了黄花的老树就会随着风吹， 摇啊摇的， 轻轻抖动着.
树枝上的小天使， 偶尔经不起风吹， 纷纷落满了地上
( * ahahahahah damn funny arr cant imagine how could i started my article in this way last time ahahaha .actually that time when i was writing this, the tree that i thought of is the tree in my primary school beside the dentist / the kh room there.)
那个季节， 那段让人微笑的日子里， 正是我和姐妹们渡过最写意最甜蜜的时光了。
( i feel so confusing when im reading this. cause during primary school, v actually never be together yet . that time i was really close with yan xing only. haha. confusing~)
这中学里五年以来最大的特色， 不，应该说是从０４年开始，除了不认识的马来同胞，搽肩而过的朋友之外，最叫我记得的会是那一年的某一天，随着风吹散漫地的绿叶－－它们多像一群快乐的小天使， 见证着我们的友谊，唤醒了校园中沉睡的精灵。
(omg what am i writing@-@)
是否在毕业那天， 我会开始将过去在这校园里度过的青葱岁月从新整理？那些哭过，笑过，感动过，闹过的开心和不开心的往事，最后会否被我化作文字留在毕业刊的班史上？可是我的马来文不是很好倻 如果可以，我也想在那页的历史上记取一段字：‘在我们生命中的缘起缘灭，都是命运之神冥冥中的牵线，然而我们在生命中往往因一搽肩而过或是一瞬间转念，一切变成美丽的背影。＇可不是吗，我们四个常说是缘分把我们的友谊建立。
在这两年里的校园生活，和你们结交过，这都是成长中最丰富的一份礼物。和你们欢聚，偶尔提起某年我们在岁月里留下了青涩和狂野的烙印时，原来彼此最难忘的，都是当时愚昧的我们作过的一些愚蠢的小傻事，就连正提笔写这篇字的我，想起也不禁一个人傻笑起来。友谊，就是这么可爱！
(ohohoho the last sentence i also feel so beh tahan of myself.*blush*)
但我知道，彼此也知道，聚散是如此无常。而年轻疯狂的日子总是太仓促。所以，此时此刻的聚首才会令我们倾心致意，此山此水的景物才会令我们眷念。(walao this sentence really...now i don't think i can write something so yuk ma like this.ahha) 在熟悉的爱梅姐吃我们的鱼儿面，(i wonder why i add a '儿' there heheh) 在课室的最角落，座位上一起偷吃的事物， 有意大利面，炸薯条，鱼圆， 热狗， 面包，芝麻琐碎的绿豆小事，都是我怀念的。
(aww i reall miss all these things!!!together.)
虽然啊， 花般的少年不是我能挽留或延长，人生的聚散离合更不由得我去主宰；但是当一切已经里我很远很远的以后，我仅希望可以用自己的文字，认真记载一段在生命中最纯净，最欢乐的时光。
ohh i wrote it in the morning. i can'e believe ten fifty in the morning i can thought of some feelings like this ahah.
i miss yan xing so much.
i miss when we were together almost every single day.
so sigh arr i really miss the past.hmm.i miss the period when i was form 4 n 5 but i never ever miss the period when i was form 1 or 2 or 3.
or maybe primary school is the best .
sigh there is no way of going back into the past larh.
haiz my annoying brother keep mumbling me for using the computer line blocking him to play his stupid brainless game.
gonna offline now.
sleepy also.. wait for ab call.
sweet dream.
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